Welcome 2015

Happy new year everybody! May this 2015 bring up the happiness, joy, laughter, luck, healthy and every positive transformation to us. AMEN.

Let's me brief it, the process of welcoming 2015 has become memories even the good and bad. But yeah, sometimes our emotion controls the movement of us. Yes, i can't deny, i'm sensitive, i'm talking about myself now. I don't have the right to judge the others. I'm volunteering myself to do all the things as long as i can hold it. Every things that i knows everyone always just getting sick of its. It's not that i berkira or tunjuk2 that i'm willing to do it. In fact, i'm ikhlas baa & i don't care what others think about me. It's just, if i can, i don't want to give a burden to the others, or in simple words, i just want to make them happy. That's it. I love to see people happy, laugh, without quarelling, misscomunicating and so on. I don't want to talk much bcos i'm too tired of this year. All of those days have been brutal.
All in all, 2014 has come up with a lot of challenge, and i should (hopefully) take it as a guide of what do's & don't.

Hey 2015, please get me a streght , so i can do anything without hesitation. Always calm me down so i won't fight over.

Betrayer maybe?

The first time in my life i feel like i've been betray. It's not just a feel actually it's a real. yes, my friend with him. yeah, u know what i mean. the saddest part is, my friend know that i love him. it's hurt the most ever. i've been waiting him for a long time. it's just a useless words to him "i know u for a long time ody" he just ignore it. if i know that he is very easy to be seduced, i'll make my step. but i respect him. yeah! u choose the cover rather than reading the content. I got it dear. i'm alright i'm okay. there is nothing to be worried, u can meet her even i'm there. u can date even u know i'm there. i don't care. as long as u happy with her. just go on. i just fed up.

Sh*t

Paling sh*t apabila duduk bdkatan dgn org yg sh*t.lol

The Issue

In this case,the issue is whether she has the very muka kesian *mau menangis suda*  than me!!!! But in fact,i do have but he doesn't look back. Tiada yg lebih sedih ka dari ini????!!!!!

Him

I'm happy because I love you

Them

If I say "SEMUA PUN MAU MENINDAS BA" as what i am saying in my heart,then what will happen ya?? Everyone trust him and know.and i'm sure all of them will defend him except of my friends.what in my heart is not that f*cking everlasting as u think babe and i'm not that kind of person.u don't know who am i,but you figure me out something d*mn cruel! I hate this situation !

LDK History

tidak tau mcam mna mau cakap la.tapi memang sangat2x mengecewakan dan sangat2 sakit bila kena jawab macam tu.firstly sy bole trima lagi,but bila kena ulas balik,rasa macam tidak bole trima.but i just let it go bcause of frienship.i preferred to save my friendship than to be in the hardship.JUST LET IT GO AND PRAY :)